im type of girl who have lots of dramas. who am i going to blame??? i grew up without a family to lean on. a sister to talk to. a brother who really cares about you. well, yeah, maybe they do, pero hindi ko naman naramdaman. sabi ng iba, akala ko lang daw yun. di naman nila kasi nakita, naramdaman o naranasan. but it made me strong and stand on my own. pero minsan pag nararamdaman ko sa ibang taong espesyal sakin yung naramdaman ko non, di ko maiwasang isipin o maramdaman na im better off alone, that im not worth loving. my friends doesnt know the real me or the real story of my life even my partner. they do but not everything. madalas naiingit ako sa mga pamilyang nakikita kong masaya kahit naghihirap sila o broken family pero masaya sila at intact sa isa’t isa. kaya siguro atat ko magkapamilya na masasabi kong sakin para maranasan kong my totoo akong masasabing family ko o maiparanas sa kanila yung mga hindi ko naranasan sa pamilya ko. madami akong hinanakit, sama ng loob, sakit, iyak, sigaw na hindi ko mailabas. kaya siguro most of the time nagiging OA ako at malungkot. madalas walang nakakaintindi sakin kasi hindi nila alam pinagdadaanan ko kahit sabihin ko even my boyfriend. minsan naiirita na nga siya. kaya madalas hindi na ko nagsasabi ng hinanaing sa kaniya. mairap din pala yung kinikimkim lahat. ang sakit at ang bigat sa dibdib. nakakatakot na baka kung ano magawa ko sa sarili ko. nakakainggit pag nakikita kong masaya mga magulan ko at mga kapatid ko. yung tipong parang ok sila kahit wala ako. sabagay, puro sama din naman ng loob binigay ko sa kanila at disappointment. ok na din siguro.

ang babae madaming reklamo. madaming arte. madaming ayaw. madaming demands. madaming expectations. laging nangaaway ng boyfriend. madamin lahat. hindi tulad ng lalake, madamin lang reklamo pag dating sa babae. laging, puro ka ganyan, ganito daw tayong mga babae. dahil ang hindi nila alam kung ano yung masakit sa babae at hindi. mababaw man o hindi. dahil hindi nila nararamdam kung ano nararamdaman ng babae. kung mababaliktad kaya ang mundo at ang babae ang gumawa ng mga ganon sa lalake, maiintidihan kaya nila? hindi kasi pinaparanas ng babae sa kanila yung pinaparans nila sating mga babae. unfair? ewan. siguro. oo, dahil madalas babae yung nasasaktan. at ang pinakamasakit, hindi alam ng mga lalake na nasasaktan nila tayong mga babae dahil ang alam nila wala lang yun. hihintayin pa ba ng mga lalake na gawin din ng mga babae yung ginagawa nila satin para maintindihan nila yung mali, tama, hindi at dapat? 

im the type of girlfriend to let her boyfriend do whatever. but when it comes to females coming all up on my man like they know him thats when i get bitchy. I TRUST MY MAN. I DONT TRUST FEMALES.

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That type of relationship. where you’ve been together for so long. know almost just about everything about that person, is comfortable being themselves with them, treats each other as homies yet at the same time lovers. could look at that person in the eye and automatically knows what they’re thinking of. that relationship to where you have secret codes that only both of you could understand. it may all sound perfect and a dream come true. indeed it is. but thats only the good side of it. many people may think one’s relationship is so perfect, but have you ever thought how they maintain it like that? its pretty much simple. they talk things out and find solutions right after every argument they have. its not about whose fault it was. its the matter of just being able to make up with that person because you cant stand to resist not talking to them. never let your pride get in the way.. learn to give your full trust. that’s basically the solid foundation of every relationship, without it, it’ll just fall apart. Learn to accept unwanted attitude. whether they can be a jerk or a bitch at times, no one’s perfect. And most importantly, The love for each other remains strong that they will never let anything or anyone get in the way.

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When they worry about a girl. When they miss a girl. When they show they care. It’s cute and it’s attractive. Girls don’t want to be the only ones that show how they feel. Actions will always speak louder than words. Sensitivity to others not only shows maturity, but it also appeals to us females because we want guys to tell us when they’re worried, when they miss us, and when they care. :)